My story

'I had a very difficult time growing up I always felt alone and often attached to my mother which worked almost everyday and my father wasn’t even around. As a teenager I had anxiety, depression and almost every night I would have dream with demons or the devil. I wanted to end my life so many times at the age of 15, I remember crying to sleep because I wasn’t brave enough to end my life. I met a person wanting to scape my life but my experiences in life make out relationships almost Impossible. We separated after two years and but not divorce and I was alone raising a child in another country, with no family, and not friends. In 2019 a Nicaraguan missionary talked to me about Jesus, and he was my last option I was done living like this. My walk with Jesus was like a honeymoon and I remember he telling me to pray for my ex, so I prayed for my ex for the following 4 years. One day he told me I have found someone else I want the divorce and my world fall.. I needed to move on, I started University in Nursing and I have completed my fist year of nursing. Everyday I ask the Lord for a husband as I haven’t met anyone since I was left alone. But what I can say is how faithful God is reading Pslam107 reminds me on when he cried out for help he always came on time, never ignored me not a single time. I know he loves me and one day all the pain will serve a good purpose. Thank you for reading.' - Jen